.::. fiRST daTE .::.

*twiNkLE wiNkLE*

tdi pepagi PJ dulu lps uhhh time Math Mode , cikgu x masok . hurmmm , ak un date laa nan diee , maluu , segan semua adaa taww , *cewahhh ! HUHU , happy laa juga date nan die, HEHE . pas uh esk clss kitrg kena g MITC . ad ap berbagai ntahh , die tntu r pegi kan kate bdak hostel . pass uh die ajak ak pgi , mule2 ak malass tpi da die pakse2 n majok bagai ak pun turutkan laaa . maklomlahh , ary isnin ak xdtg schl coz ad test JPJ . itu un die xbg ak pg , HAHA , die sruh tukar hari laennnn . tpi tuh ak wat xthu jeee . siann diee . (: die cakap ary isnin t na bg ak something .

cmni2 :

die : ' hari isnin ni bie na bg something tawww '
aku : ' wahhh ~ ap laa tuh ekkk , tapi isnin an cyg xdtg bie '

die : ' klau na dtg r isnin nti , klu xdtg xpat r '

aku : ' alaaa , ap bie ni mne leh cm uhh , bg r hri laen '

die : ' wahhh lemak laaa kan xdtg , da lah mse pnjng hri isnin tu , x blh bljr nnti aww '

aku : ' HAHA , ahhh cyg ttap g gak test na tggu ary laen t lambad , agpun seary je kott '

die : ' alaaa, yelah2 '

aku : ' nnti bie bg hri laen je aww '

pas uhh na blik tdi kitrg jumpe laa sekejap , ak sruh die text ak dulu . pass uh die lak sruh ak text die . wahhh ~ masing2 sruh masing2 . pas uhh die cakap die nye crdt loww . cipott ! geram lakk ak . trs r ak ckp hurmm , ntah laaa xthu , pandai2 laa ea . cehhh . die igt ak majok . HAHA . pas uh die pgl ak blik tnye ak pg ke tak esk . n then ak just angguk jee .

ap laaa yang die nak bgi tuhh kan ? wahhh menanti je r , HUHU. hurmmm , hope btol laaa kan die cakap uhh if memaen ak gusti dgn die . HAHA

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.::. my hEaRTbeAt .::.

*twiNkLE wiNkLE*

5 MAY 2011

im already taken laaa yowww (:.

his name muhammad nurfikri b. said. he's currently staying in ayer molek,malacca .

he's currently just 15 going to 16 .

he's not perfect .

you aren't either, and the two of you will never be perfect .

but if he can make you laugh at least once, causes you think twice, and he admits to being human and making mistakes, hold onto him and give him the most you can.

he isn't going to quote poetry, he's not thinking about you every moment, but he will give you a part of him that he knows that you could break.

don't hurt him, don't change him, and don't expect more than he can give

 don't analyze.

smile when he makes you happy, yell when he makes you mad, and miss him when he's not there.

(that my promise)

love hard when there is love to be had.

because perfect guys dont exist's but there's always one guy that is perfect for me. (:

FEAR LESS

HOPE MORE

WHINE LESS

BREATHE MORE

TALK LESS

SAY MORE

HATE LESS

LOVE MORE

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.::. sEaRCHing .::.

*twiNkLE wiNkLE*

hurmmm , hyee guyss , hurmm kli ni story kite just simple ajee yeee . saje nak luahkan perasaan . hee ~ (: *gtal je! ouhkay2 , sejak2 ni ak da minat dgn classmate sndri , haiyooo malu pun ad , tpi ap leh buad kan da tersangkut laaa katekan . (: haishhh , die ni matang la bgi ak . dulu sllu gurau2 dgn die tp sejak da msing2 ad perasaan mnat da malu nak betegOr ! itulaahhh padahnye minat classmte sndri . (:

what ? falling in love again ? hurmmm *yupp2! *memang2! (: tapi kali ni feeling ak dekad die cm laen laaa ! haishhh , trus nak brbh , stop scandal sane sini . aku pun xthu nape ttbe cmni . ble da mnt die dri jdi laen , rse cm nak stop je buad bnda jahad bebagai tu . padahall~ belum declare lg pun ! =.=' tpi xthu laaa ak dgn die ni nnti . itu semua naseb ~ if xcple xpelaaa , nak buad cmne kan ? kawan jelaaa ~ 

ouhkay smpai sini jelaaa , kan da cakap simple tdi kan ? xthu daa nak stry ape lagi . ouhkay burbye (;

stop scandal , in search for a true love . the time has come to change my life !

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.::. thE updaTEs .::.

*twiNkLE wiNkLE*

fuhhh , penat gile laa 'meng-update' blog ni . tetuka sane tetuka sini , menambah sane menambah sini , seharian doe buad blog ni . . tp aku puas , wlau seharian lengkap jugak laa kan . hummm  tukar background ? tukar lagu ? tmbah banners blog ? eishhhh , aku pnye suke laaaa .

sempena 1 MEI 2011 nieyhh , aku tukar laa semua benda . .  saje , nak bagi nmpk kelainan n saje nak 'mem-busy-kan' diri ni . HAHA yelaaa , dok uma cecuti ni bkn aku wat ape pon ! bosan ! nak hang out xbuleh , almaklomlah duet x ade ! tuhh r xreti berjimat cermat sape suruhh . kan da xde duet . orang laen dok sedap je kuar g watch movie la , maen bowling laaa , hapeelaaa .

tpi ak ? dduk jelaa dekad rumah megadap lappy ni ! nasib ~ sabo jelaa ~~

lastly , dpt juga laa aku menambah pic kengkawan ak tuh ! da lme daaa ak nak wat , tp xde msee. skrg da ad mse aku updates laaa semua ! puass !

hummm , ap ? blog baru x lawa ? gedik2 'pinky' sangad ? ikott kau laaa nak kate ap . peduli laaa saye kan ? hee ~ hurmmm , agak2 rase xlawa angkat kaki jalan laaa , jangan nak bazirkan mase awk tuhh .  saya pun x mntak laaa mase awk tuh , x hingin punn . (:

p/s : hurmmm , bahase yg kasar amat dikesali tawww (:

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.::. aBOUt tHEm (: .::

*twiNkLE wiNkLE*

sometimes in life you find a special friend someone who changes ur life ,

juz by being part of it some one makes you laugh until you cant stop .

someone makes you believe that thre is good in this world ,

someone who convinces you that there really is an unlocked door juz waiting 4 you to open 

this is called 

FOREVER FRIEND !

BEST FRIEND 

understand when you say 4get it 

wait 4eva when you say juz a minute 

stay by ur said when yu say leave me alone

& listen 4 hours when ur're crying on the phone 

it's those time we go so crazy people think we're high

the time we make each other laugh till we cry

all the inside jokes and those "remember whens"

those are the reasons they col us best friends .

Friends Forever ,

Guys Whenever ! 

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.::. maKE mE LAuGH .::.

*twiNkLE wiNkLE*

hurmmm , hello n holla to u guyss . . . (:

hari ni nak story sikid about FB . .

ad laa seorang minah ni kan . die ni awex kpd EX aku .

tuh x kesah laa kan .

yang buad aku gelak si girl ni blh block aku dri FB bf die .

gile x gile aku gelak ?

CEMBURU ?

ahhh , sudah semestinye laaa kannn .

aku x kesah la nak block ke ap ke .

jnjy aku xkcau hidup die kan ? (:

tapi ingat !

mcam mana pun kaw block aku , aku dgn BF kaw tuh msih contact la sayangss ~ . (:

ap ? aku jahad ? aku gatal ? hello ? sorry sikid iyeeeee . .

sape cri sape ? n sape sruh x pndy jge BF kan ?

smpai BF kaw sndry ajk aku kuar g MITC mlm hri tuh .

ajak teman katenye suruh aku g pilih baju2 die . (;

salah aku lagi ke pompuan ? gatal aku ke pompuan ?

kaw pikr2 lah sendiri ye sayangss ~

One more , die elok je call aku .

kejot aku nak buad supersaver katenye .

tp time tuh aku da tido kbtulan aku pun x sehad so x dpt la gayut dgn die .

tp aku plik laaa . kenapa die xmaw gayut dgn kaw ek pompan ?

mana silapnye tuhh ? errr . . aku hnye mmpu tersenyum .

sebab . . .

kesian doh tgk pompan cam kaw kena tipu . . hahahahaha . . pompan pompan . .

tp prngai kaw pun mcam **** laaa jugak kan . biaw padan laa dgn muka kaw tuh . . weeee ~~~ :)

p/s : aku layan EX aku balek n kutok2 girl tuh bukan sbb aku jeloz tp sebab girl tuh pernah mencibai dgn aku . soO , that why laa aku rase snggup nak revenge . (: bukan salah aku bukan slah sesiape tp slh dri girl tuh sndry . laen kli jgn laa buat taik dgn aku , aku x suke aa sayangss~ sEE , kan aku da revenge slow2 , lpas ni bukan aku yg saked tp kaw . hee (: sorry ye sayangss ~ saje buad taik dgn kaw balik . dhaaa ~

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.::. berpisah sudah .::.

*twiNkLE wiNkLE*

hurmmm . sudah berpisah . (: 

x ad ape yg nk dsdihkan . 

bukan salah aku keyhh .

kaw yg mula dulu ...

so ?

heeeee .

kaw x thn dgn aku kan ?

aku mntk la break .

da pulak kaw doakn aku hdup x selamat .

ikott kaawww lahh labuuu .

sikit pun xheran laaa .

ajal maut di tgn tuhan kan ?

bukan kat tgn kaw !

soo aku nak tkod ap ?

stiap yg hdup msty akan mati pun kann . (:

agy 1 kaw pun ske mnuduh2 aku .

mcm **** kan kaw bandingkan kepandaian kaw .

weeehhh , x heran la aku klu setakat pandai tp x reti guna otk kaw tuh !

haaaaa . 

GO TO HELL sudah laaa ye ?

malas lgi nak pikir org mcm kaw .

WASTE MY TIME .

x ad akl rsenye kan layan karenah kaw tuhh .

sebodoh2 aku pun aku blh bfikir sblm MENUDUH saje .

sekarang siapa lebih pndai n siapa lebih bodoh ?

jwapanyeeee . . . . . 

heeee .

selamat tinggal kekasih ku . (:

tata . titi . tutu yeee . (:

p/s : aku thu die blh bce blog aku ni ? nak mrh ? nak grm ? haaa nak fuck kan aku ? buad laaa ap kaw suke . aku xheran sebab aku buleh buad lbih dri itu la sayangsss ~ (: lolz !

SIAPAMAKANCILITERASAPEDASNYA(:

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.::. wHEn uR gOnE wE gOnNa miSS yOu .::.

*twiNkLE wiNkLE*

saat-saat menyedihkan . ! 3.10 p.m. diorg da kne check in . bile sharp je time diorg pun besalam salaman ! hurmmmm , sedih gile ! meleleh air mte aku ni . jgn ckp ak , whole fmly meleleh . mne x nye 1st time kod bepisah dgn si bdak kcik ni . sumpah miss gile this moment . haiiisshhh , IKHWAN , IKHWAN . . sumpah doh aku sayang kaw mcm adk sndri . kaw lawak ! sllu buat aku gelak ! kaww buat aku ketawa time aku bad mood dengan teletah n cakap kaw yang pelat tuhh . wahhhh , dulu x kire laa mne pgi msty ad kaww . tp skrng mne pgi da x ad kaww . klaw g JJ aku sllu tingat kat ball yang msok 50 sen tuhh . kaw msty mntak aku kan . sebab aku je yg rajen melayan kaww . g JJ selalu teman kaw mkan smbil tuh kaw maen playground dkt situ . bile kaw x muncul2 , aku pg cri kaww , tkot kaww kena ap2 . tp bile kaw nmpak aku kaw lri . kaw tkot aku nak amek kaww suruh kaw makan ! hurmmmm . . . sekarang g JJ x da xmkn lg da xde aku putar2 lg ball tok kawww . semua tuh da x ad . . . dulu aku tolak trolley kaw msty ad dalam tuh . errrr , sumpah rindu kat kaww laaa ! da x ad lg dgr kaw ckap yang pelat2 tuh . da x ad lgi kuar jejalan dgn kaww . da x ad lg g p.mlm dengan kawww . wahhh ~ bnyak betol bile kaw pegi aku sesorang aje . haishhh , budak2 . . kaw ni buat aku rndu sgt2 kat kaww . nnti bile kaw da blik sini msty kaw da bsaw kan ? ntah kaw igt aku lg ke x ? msty kaww malu2 nnty . dulu kaww selalu dgn aku tpi skrng da x . .  last skli , aku sgt2 miss this moment ! hari trakhir aku plok kaw , cium2 kaww . n hari trakhr aku tgk kaw riang ! selalu rindu sama kaww !

 time-time dekat perhentian SEREMBAN ! humm , dulu kaw sllu g jugak tp anta aah kaww tp ni nak hntr kaww sekali . huuummmm , x ad ap lg dah nak ckp . cuma miss you sgt2 la budak kecik .

"bucuk bau katak!"

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.::. attiTUdE gIRL .::.

*twiNkLE wiNkLE*

JUDGE me

& i'll prove u wrong .

tell me what to do .

& i'll tell u off .

say i'm not worth it & catch where i end up .

call me a BITCH & i'll show u one .

fuck me over & i'll do it to u twice as bad .

call me crazy .

but u really hve no idea . =)

the longer I live , the more i realize the impact of attitude of life .

attitude to me is more important than facts .

it is more important than the past, than education, than money, than circumstances, than failures, than successes, than wht other people think or say or do.

it is more important than appearance, giftedness, or skill.

it will make or break a company....a home...

the remarkable thing is, we hve a choice every dy regarding the attitude we'll embrace 4 that day.

we cnnot chnge our our past......

we cnnot chnge the fact that people will act in a certain way.

we cnnot chnge the inevitable.

the only thins we cn do is plan on the one thing we have, and that is our attitude.

I am convinced that life is 10% wht happens to me and 90% how i react to it .

and so it is with u......

we r in charge of our attitudes.

Im not a perfect girl.

my hair doesn't always stay in place & i spill thing a lot .

Im pretty clumsy & sometimes i hve a broken heart .

My friends & i sometimes fight & mybe some days nothing goes right .

but when i think about it & take a stop back i rmmber how amazing life truly is & tht mybe .

I like being unperfect .

*attitude is a little thing tht makes a big difference*

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.::. haSIL nUKILan - LAni - .::.

cute kan ! luv that ! <3

*twiNkLE wiNkLE*

coretan classmate ku ! :)

fill in love ?

aww <3

lyfdm laaa lolx ! :)

bodoh ?

handsome ?

ganas ? 

meowwww ! grrr .

kreatif kan ? wahh best tawww . tp ni bukan ak yang lukis . classmate aku yg lukis ! semart ? haaa , mmg xblh nk menafikan lagi laaa . ske sgt tgk die lukis . lawa gila hbis laaa . :) nnti2 aku upload pic dye oukayy . hee . ni je kot cme nak post je lukisan die yg cumil2 n ciut miut ni . 

tata . titi . tutu . :)

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.::. tEmbAM ? aHH , sEMEStinyA ! (cUMiL Lahh) nGee :) .::.

*twiNkLE wiNkLE*

tembam kann ? heee . x suka r tembam2 . asyk kena cubit je pipi ni . if baby msty ckp 'jangan la cubit pipi baby uh nnti xde selra mkn' . if aku baby . ini da rmja laaaa . kena cubit msty ckp cmni 'cubit je kuat2 pipi die uh' . bhahahha . untung jdi baby kan ? hurmm . kena cubit if sedap xpe . ini pnye la sket n pedih lak uhh . rse tegang je klit lps kena cubit . alaaa2 botox gituhh . hee . :)

ap ? ? kaw ckp aku ni xpndi snap pic ? so funny ? herrr , heran lak aku kan ? kan kan ?

suka hati akulahhh ap mcm mne nak snap un . ad ke ak guna fon kaw ke cmera kaw ke tok snap pic aku ? ad ke aku nyusahkan kaw tok snap pic aku ? x ad kan ? soOOoo ? pndy2 laa pikir k .

haaa ? aku x lawa ? yeeeessss ! yeahhhh ! memang punnn . aku ni x mcm korang2 yang HOT sana sini . 

xsme taraf laa sng citer . kan ? 

tp mcm mana HOT pun kaw sna sini sikit pun aku x gelabah laaaa . :)

xde mse laaa nak gelabah if tahu kaw org yg HOT-HOT ni . errrr , xpelahh nnti bawalah HOT tuh smpi ke kubur yeeee . :) biar semua kenal kawww . (bengong je)

okay ? burbye . :)

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.::. sOmEboDiEs .::.

*twiNkLE wiNkLE*

aqmal ! 

mint !

erul !

adam !

roslan !

ini semua ex2 aku . heee . mcam2 rupa ad . yang hitam yang putih . yang weng-2 ! yang dope . :)

tp aku x kkal lama mne pon dgn diorg ni . buhsan kottt . bodoh2 un ad . 

semua kat ats ni suka kongkong hdup aku . ap diorg igt aku ni x rimas ? errr , ak lak bdh naw kan nak kkal lme2 if hdup trkongkong . seksa saja ! 

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